the gurl

2011-06-05T06:56:00.000-07:00

hope... given up.

thats my character...

to dream for everything..to hope that things will happen.

thats my character..

i like to dream dream of sweet stuffs that will happen in my life..

i know it will never come true.. but its me..

but because of you..

i don;t dare to dream anymore..

i dont dare to be myself anymore..

the more i dream..

the more sad i become..

the more it will not come true..

i gave up a lot..

no more hope in a pisces life..no more dreams and imagination..

im lost.

normally my mind will be dreaming of the sweet times it might happen to us..

but today...

no more le.

no more imagination.

i really dunno how to love you..

dunno how to show..

dunno how to be me to love you.

i wan to be like the past..where everything goes well.

we goes well..

but cant le..

its our 4th month...

2009-07-12T08:40:00.000-07:00

haiz... already 1145 le... stil cannot sleep... must stay awake... need to msg her lo... at 12... haha... its our 4th month le sia... so happy la... hehe... anyone going to congratualate us mah??? :P anyway... been damn sian recently... stupid h1n1... so many bloody homework... tks to being quarantined lo... haiz... sadded... hehe... going to watch tv le... blog again soon... (: homework also haven do lo.. :P shh...... dun tell anyone... haha...
bye bye!!!

2009-07-07T07:45:00.000-07:00

hohoho!!!
i'm finally blogging again... muahaha...
so long nvr blog liao... i'm so damn sure you guys miss me... but i'm also sure you guys know this post not written by shihui de... hehe... up to you people to guess ba... quite simple la hor... not fun wan... anyway... hmmm, wat should i write... let me see...
talk about wat i know about shihui ba... recently been very very tired... so many schoolwork, councils and stuffs... need a day off!!! anyone kind enough to buy me a kitkat??? haha...
i need go do my work le... shihui sleep le so i'm all alone... :( haiz...
bb... will be back again!!! dun miss me... (:(:

2009-04-11T22:56:00.000-07:00

isnt geraldine cute??? hahs.(:

my di(: ...

mi and ahhdine(:

mi(:

benson!....vie president mopping floor...THANKS FOR THE POSE.(:

mi and fei(:

ahhdine!!.

thats the photos for the past month....
was busy no time blog(: hehe..

cheers(:
hui.

2009-04-11T22:42:00.000-07:00

:P back to blogging....returning to history soon...-.-
TAGGED by geraldine to do this...

2. Your name?

shihui??

3. Your Age?

14!

4. Attached/Single?

attached(:

5. Five of your closest friends?

ahhdine, faith, jo, ian(girlfriend(:), marilyn(:

6. Your 2 favourite colours?
purple:D

7. Storybook/Comic?

Storybook .

8. Do you have a crush?
blah blah blah(:

9. Has an unknown person asked you for your number before?

yupp....once(:

10. If yes, did you give your number to the person who asked?

er...yupp...LOLS..

11. Name 2 girls:

ahdine, yunfei

12. Name 2 guy friends that you are close to:

ian, jeremy

13. Do you play online games?

come-on...-.-...

14. Do you play Maple Story?

nope...

15. Do you play Audition?

yupp(:

16. Favourite numbers

Favourite alphabets

17. Hotmail url?

er....

18. Would you rather go out with your stead or your friends?
both(;

19. Do you trust your stead?

yup...??

20. Money or friends?

Friends .

21. Stead or friends?
er...

22. Anime or drama?

Drama

23.Best girl-friend?

i have no idea...???

24. Best guy friend?

LOL....我不知道（：

2009-03-07T04:12:00.001-08:00

blah blah blah ahhsun....&faith(:

\
geraldine present(: froggie photo frame

geraldine and faith presents(: guitar keychains:D

sunny girl ahhsunn(:

BOOO!!!!!
thats the photos for the week..
those were on my bday(:
thanks guys for your presents(:
huggs:D

hohoho...
today combine..
raining...co room cold sia..
shivering when playing..
hahas..
cause ding lao shi too scary le..
she sayys that
the sec2s.....wat we play cant even get silver sia..
OMG..
how??
practice practice practice???-.-...
hahaha..
tomorow still got practice...9 to 5...
haiis.....

thats all...nothing to say..

huii(:

2009-03-02T02:36:00.000-08:00

supp supp supp...
lols..
shihui's feeling okayy today...
just a little tired...
hahaha..
had been relaying on caffeine to keep mi awake..
hopefully i dun need it tomorow(:
hahahas...
shihui score sucky for geog sia..
its lik only 9/15?? and i study lik siao for it?
-.-..
stupidly..
nothing to say today...so maybe just end here?
LOLS...
tartar(:

THANKS:
vivian, xinxiu= for your present , yiyan, siew ting, kp and shijia for your wishes(:(hope i didnt miss anyone out:D

huii(:

2009-03-01T05:46:00.000-08:00

hohoho....
shihui's birhtday(:
lols..
had so much fun with geraldine faith and ahh sunn!!
hahaas...
they made my day.
THANKS geraldine , faith, ans ian for your presents today(:
hahahaha...
geraldine bought a frog photo frame for mi..
lols..
nevermind! will make it to good use..
(poke it everyday)
hahahas..
THanks faith for your erhu thingy..
hahahas..
i duno wat to call it..
thanks ian for your doll...(still trying figure out wats that..)
andd lastly thanks to pa..
for your 160 plus meal...hahaha inclusive of $40 gst...
hahahaha..
thank thanks(:

special THANKS TO :
Ben(sec one)(: , Mengling(: , Benedict low(: , jolene koh(: , tzechieh(: , geraldine(:, weixiang(: , IAN (-.-), jasmine(e8) (: , teo jia yi(: , jolene low (bestfriend)huggs(: , xinxiu(: , marilyn(:, danial(: , jiajia(: , vicky(: , cheryl(: , yunfei(: , benedict yeo(: , Ili(:, kwanwee, medric, Ian tay( zheng lao shi) lols...and my last year chairman, cheeyong(:

THANKS LOTS GUYYS(:
shihui bday will end at 2 hours time(;

huii(:

2009-02-28T05:30:00.000-08:00

heyyooooossss!!!!
peeps...
shihui's would be 14 in 3 hours time...
duno should be excited or to worry now le..
shes scared she cant handle 14 years old correctly..
shes scared that she never grows...
shes scared she would be as childish as always...no mature..
hahahas...
but im 14 le!!!
i hope i can do it..
can shihui have 15 wishes this yeaR?
i no its greedy...
butt no one can promise all would fulfill...
so im not greedy too anw...

WISHES FOR MY 14 YEARS:
#1. to squeeze in to triple science and a maths class( know its difficult or bhb...butt i will try...at least i will try...)
#2. to be able to buy a guitar asap?
#3. to be able to compose song after i bought it.
#4. everyone around mi to be happy.
#5. my friends to get wat they wish for.
#6. parents to live long long...
#7. my kor to score well for his coming A levels.
#8. my godma to have a happy and long live.
#9. everything to go well for my godfamily...and especially my nephew..i hope he gets well(:
#10. no more disasters?
#11. for kembangan guy not to avoid us when he sees us on train.
#12. everything to be back to normal between my train ride to sch..(no more avoiding and everything...just back to last time..)
#13. to be able to perform on stage, with a guitar on my hands..singing a song i compose...by sec 4.(:
#14. its a secret...
# 15. secret too...wan to keep inside mi..(:

hahas plus!!!!!
THANKS PEEPS WHO WISH MI TODDAY(:
thanks daniel, hazim ,faiz, sab, hazirah...faiq?alfi?hahas tzechieh, xinxiu..weiliang
then soohwa..
and everyone who sang mi bday song on bus(:
thanks guys(:
thanks sab(:
hahahas.

thats all for today..(:

huii(:

2009-02-27T04:48:00.000-08:00

bleahs :p
backk to blogging...
quite busy for the week...
common test..
hahas...
it sucks btw...
for today...

admitted shihui's been a little emotional...
duno whhy..
stupidd shaowei's fault...hahahas.
all because of you!!!!...
started that emotional thingy...
darn you!.
lols...
*thanks mahathir helping mi scold him(:
hahaha...
hes so cute comeon...dots..
anw...nothing much today..
going for cip tomorow..
woo~~
then combine after that..
first time combine...
afraid of the ding lao shi...
damm..
hope she dun aimed mi at first day....
*fingers-crossed*
hahas....
joking with ms kuan lately...
shes quite fun..
hahahas...
"speak ENGLISH!"
hahhaha..
ohh....got to say bout thurs...
hate that stupid ass girl...
that made mi angry of thurs..
shes so darn pro...comeon..
i've already controlled myself not to say f word for so long
and this very "pro" girl made mi say it...
shit her..
ruined my record....
curses...
but she seriously sucks luhhs comeon..
shes lik so darn bossy?
dun think you council got the rights to even scold mi...
youre not even older than mi for wat the f you have the rights to say mi?
am i that close to you??
pls dun act lik it..
cause i dun wan ppl to think im even close to you...
it makes mi puke.
stupid sia....boss ass...freak....(not goin g say f word!!!) contolling..
DARN PERSON.
mahathir!!!
lets complain on monday...
cant stand her sia..
freak girl...

okayys changed topic....make my mood badd.
shihui's excited too..
hahahaha....
2 more days till im 14(:
duno whhy for this year's bday...
im kinda getting excited for it..
weird mi...
lols...
got 2 wishes so far....
thanks jingwei(:
thanks benedict(: (pri)

huggs(:

huii(:

2009-02-21T21:46:00.001-08:00

random post...
nothing to post lately..
well just hope tomorow's oral wont be too bad..
1 whole year no oral le..
now suddenly telll mi we're starting oral..
damm im scared..
my chi sucks luhhs...
so many words duno..
damm de..
as i said random post...

BYE!!!

2009-02-17T05:28:00.000-08:00

shihui hated but to realise that..
she felt sick of talking to you...
lik for god sake??
whos this guy im talking to???
do i even no who the hell is he?
totally felt worthless when talkin to you...
do you ever giv it a damm to really reply??
i mean you did...
but its that ass attitude i hate bout...
damm...
seriously are you the person i no?
you dun seem you are..
you seem totally different..
and i've started to feel that we are nothing but normal friends..
those that dun even talk when they see each other...
darn,....
thats al...

huii...

2009-02-14T05:18:00.001-08:00

todays valentines...
hahahas...
alone again...
nevermind...
anw...went cip today early in the morning..
lucky got papa fetch...so can sleep one hour later..
hehehe..
then reached this warehouse which was lik darn near my house luhhs.
lols..
anw...started packing..
mi and faith in charge of encyclopedia then very messy..
its lik we got so many books can?
more than other section de..
hahahas...
estimate we have more than 1000 books in my section luhhs..
or maybe more..
sweat alot today...damm..
hahahs..
cause warehouse no fan..
and its darn warm..
had break at 10...
then went food court to eat..
talk bout gossips!...to miss kuan..
and she says i complain alot..
butt its true..
hahas..
then went back...
totally dun have the mood to pack anymore...
and i agree i AM slacking...hahas...
at fun too while packing books...
jokes hahahs..
ohh and shaowei agreed today thats hes a GAY...
hahaha...
no wonder he and zijie.......at food court....even miss kuan saw..
hhohoho..
wanted to end my day here..
nothing to say le.

overall....quite enjoyed myself...did something meaningful mahhs.
hahahahs...
ohh!
and the thing i hate is...
i broke 3 nails..
damm..
pity mi someone..
hahhaas...

nighty,
huii(:

2009-02-13T06:03:00.000-08:00

thanks jasmine for your valentines gift(:

supp..
todays fri the 13th...
unlucky day huh...
sians..
quite....nothing today...
well
happy birthday sabina(:
and...
after sch went singapore genaral hospital..
for visiting..
theres this uncle of mine who get involved with a hit and run accident..
that driver....
look wat you've cost.
then realise that..
one min..
youre still so healthy and happy and you owned almost everything you hope for..
but the other min...when accident happens...
it just become the opposite..
i mean cann ya believe that it just happens so fast?
so rapid...so sudden?
its lik....
life is so scary...
you just duno wat would happen the next min...
eee...
cant really think bout that now anw..its just wayy scary..
okayys..
peeps!!..
shihui got advice le..
"cherish the ppl you have now...cause you would never no wat would happen next"
i know this sentence is common...
but you would never really understands it until you really taste it.
so now shihui's telling you to cherish the ppl around you(:
yupp thats quite all for today...
photos up tomorow maybe...
tomorow valentines..
and im going for cip...
darn..
never mind i volunteered...
hahahas..
night guyys..

P.S. sorry cant go with ya to the movies...go with you another day kayys?hahahas dun angry wo(:

happy valentines(:
hui

2009-02-11T03:33:00.000-08:00

shihui's bored today....
she told herself..
everythin seems wrong...
she dun seems to really believe wat you said..
she dun seems to trust you lik last time...
dun seems lik last time...

2009-02-07T22:19:00.000-08:00

one whole row higher Chinese peeps!

stage!

mi.geraldine...(wearing green!!)

mi geraldine(:

mi.jasmine.geraldine.

mi.cheeyong(:

mi.janice

siewting!

mi!!

mi.yunfei

another pic.(:

reflection!

3 of us!

hohohoho...
went esplanade yesterday..
with whole higher chi class..
hehe..
fun sia...
talk alot on bus.
eat alot too.
thanks zheng lao shi for your dinner!
then..
the whole thing was reall great..
i mean the performance..
it was amazingly wonderful y0!
theres a damm touching story in it..
bout a couple whos love last for only 3 days
as her husband going for war..
unfortunately the husband died..
and she can only meet him in her dreams from that day onwards.
then she sang that song...was great..
although its a little scary at the beginnning..
as in..lik ghostly?
hahhaha...
anw it was great...epera good..
hahaha..
reach home at 11 plus...
very late wo...
plus take bus myself...ee...
okayys anw...thats all

huii(:

2009-02-06T06:40:00.000-08:00

suppp!!!.
back from school...
andd am darn it tired.
started school at 710...
then blah blah blah..
today sci paper...kinda...(easy)??
lols...
ohh...going for cip...on 14 feb...valentines?
wth..
never mind....i deserve it..
went to tak blazaar after school...then went for higher chi lesson..
so fun sia..
today...discussing bout wat to eat tomorow...
and zheng lao shi say he will order pizza...
woohooo!!!
lols..
only subjected to 2e7 peeps...
non 2e6 or 2e8...
hahahaha...
andd most importantly..
no mr wong..
he badd...he dosent even treat mi chocolates lahhs..
so no point giving him =p
he say i not his student le so dun have...
-.-....
then after school watch volleyball match..
volleyball gurls did great sia..
love their matches...
so interesting sia..
hahaha...
went tm buy file after that..butt no stock..
sians...when can i get it..
okayys...then my day dosent ends here...
went back school tak blazzar....for sec one ptm..
so tired lahhs...
hahhaa...saw weixiang wear long pants...
not badd luhhs...dun think until badd side...
then hang round with faith...and yubin(:
walking round...duno do wat...
serious luhhs..
yubin darn cute luhhs..
so blur blur...
hahaha...
then seperated...went do hall duty..
stand there so long luhhs...
leggs aching lik madd...
then ms cheng talk then blah blah blah..
nothing really fun..

then...lastly..
dismissed at 9 30+...
hais...
and today get to no aaron and phay kang better...
they are so....-.-
didnt no they talk so funny...
ohh and shakirahh too...andd lots of sec 3s councils..
they rules...
lolS?

thenn trained to aljunid with benedict shakirah and faith...
no talking...all tired..
and benedict was playing psp...-.-(any boys could answer mi this?why they love psp so much?)
lols...then bussed home with shakirahh....
wooohoo...
lols....
thats all(:
night guyys.

huii(:

2009-01-31T22:11:00.000-08:00

godma birthday cake(:

singing bday songs..woo~ she has so many grandchildren..

blowing candles...(my nephew notice mi....)

my nephew(: hes no.4

my nephew no.2

my neice no 2(:

my nephew no.1

neice no.1

snap shot!

supp!
yesterday went godma house for dinner.
my godmama birthday...
shes 70 sia...chi say its 七十大寿。。。
hahahas...dunwan say too much le...photos!(:

2009-01-30T21:11:00.001-08:00

darn...
shihui's sick...
at the 6th day of chi new year...
dam it..
still need study for comin test...
jiay0us(:

last time shihui sick...
you were there..
but now..
youre not..
....
jiay0us!(:

2009-01-30T04:37:00.000-08:00

back from school..
today was such a long long day..
was so tired today...woke up so early..
reach sch so early...
didnt see the kembangan guy for quite sometime le...hahahs...=.=..
not feeling really well today..
as in i dunno why..
art period didnt wan to talk..
sorethroat...
dunno whhy..
dun feel lik talking..
shaowei say me emo..
didnt lo..
i did finish my artwork first lo!.
same as last art period..
jinleong keep saying hes god..
and as wat geraldine says...
he speaks eng had this so cute tone..
hahhaha..
especially when hes sayys sorry and please..
lols..?
ohh...today...did sth kinda unexpected for my mood today..
art lesson jinleong went to the balcony??
then mi go lock the door of the balcony.
hohoho..
he didnt even notice lahhs..
still emo-ing outside..
lol...
then when lesson ended...he cant open the door..and was lik knocking telling the teach..
andd duhh the door was opened for him..
when he came out...
he thought it was shaowei who did it and chase him round the class...
lik so....???=.=...
then after art lesson..
nothing really funn.. just joke round in sci lesson with mahathir and suhua...lik lol??
then it was recess...im so...i dunoo wat to say...
then its last 2 periods which is IPW...
discussing the project thingy...
and ms kuan was lik saying that we will join forces with 2e5?
lik....watthe?
sian sia...
i thought it will just be us...-.0...
hais...
forget it...we will do a great job anw(:
then...it after school...
was CO games day..
quite fun in total...
just...i duno...
played couple run...then mi nid run twice....TT
then benedict come di siao mi...
was standing with junlong and he was lik...
why dun hole hands....aiy0....
then hold our hands???0.o
hahahahas....hes fun always...
kick him once(:
- ps wors ben... hohoho.:)
then blahh blahh blahh...
went for mass games at 430..
played captains balls..
just that this time theres lots of balls..
hahhaha..
funn...
thrown quite a no to eugene...and he caught it^^
lastly...went home by my own...
without faith seems weird...
lik i sit there on the seat...dayydreaming?
haiis...
forget it...im back home...

P.S. kp next time come bakk earlier bahhs...(:

huii(:

shihui tried her best to treat you as invisible..
and i think i did quite a good job...
just that...
its just hard sometimes...
to treat that i do not care for you
or anything your in with...

2009-01-28T02:56:00.000-08:00

today...
quite a busy day for mi..
started school at 830...
was seriously not in the mood to read in the morning..
like...comeon...its cny??
talking with fei bout the girl who says she hate "SOME OF THE 1E8 PPL"
i mean we were trying to see who was it..
butt unfortunately...we cant seem to find her anywhere?
i mean....did we do sth wrong sia....whyy hate us..
maybe not mi....butt no idea who..
might be mi too..
she said some...
so watever...
hahhahas...
then after assembly went to council room for briefing..
im tired seriously...
they talk and talk and talk..
then im suppose to "follow" the judges around to see the class deco..
i felt im extra?
was lik so afraid they complain bout mi...
ohh...and one of the judges was lik Benedict's mummy?
i mean we were trying to find...
butt...nevermind..
went around at first in a group of six...??
then finally we split as the judges seperates into groups...
went down down down....to sec 2s classes found the judges...and stick to them...
im nervous?
er....not really...
butt quite..
i dunno wat to talk with them?
they dun seem to care wat i said>?
followed them all the way...2a2,2e5,2e6,then back...2t9,2e4,2e7,2e8...
dots?
sec2s deco not badd wo..
at least met the standard..
hohoho...
well...2e7 didnt win the deco thingy...
duhh??
quit expected...
butt we were full of confidence sia..
nevermind...
2a2 won...and seriously they did quite well..
i mean creative(:
then after all that...
went down to ish..
count firecrackers thingy..
they were lik all around the place?
im confused...
seriously m so confused...
their fircrackers were so long??
and at first we dun no how to lik...
measure?
worst thing worst..
dunno wats their classes....
butt..
we managed to handle it in the end(:
still managed to measure the longest firecrackers...
3e8 won...congrats then...
my class was lik disqualified?
as in our gapp to big?
lik so pathetic?
butt anway...after all that went hall for concert...we miss so much of it...
haiss...
forget it..
well saw the hip-hop dancers dance...with mr low??
quite cool...
all i notice is they did locking, popping and krump...
which was cool?
lols...
then after concert debrief..
the teacher say...we must learn to be lik the hip hop dancers..
be more initiative in doing some stuff...
cause i agree that er..
we did kind of badd when it was to sort those firecrackers out..
okayys...school ended here..
hahhaa.
went pri school after that.?
met shijia at tampines then headed off..
when reach pri school..
lik not really gots lots of ppl??
anw...managed to ate my wanton mee..darn nice..
hahahaha...and it cost 80cents only??
then jeremy and xavier reach...and at first we wanted to see the teachers..
but since they meeting then forget it..
went bubbletea shopp then notice its conquered by pupils...
so decided not to squeeze...so went playground to slack...
we had this standard place to slack everytime we came here..
ordered bbt from the back of shop hohoho..
then after finishing it..
xavier...(always the first) went home...
walk him back as usual..
then went back playground slack 45 mins..then off we ggo...
butt....when we reaching busstop shijia said she lost her wallet.
we walk plus run back...
mi and jeremy no breadth torun sia..
and jia was lik so far away?
haiis....finally sort tings out then she notice she left it in pri school?
wentback ?
then she went home after retrieving it..
then when i was asking jeremy to return my hp to mi..
he said he left it inside shijia bag??and jia was in bus 65?
-.-...
called her and she needed to return to mbs..
hahhas...2 muddle heads...
then went home after that le..-.=...
jia and jeremy reach home safely"(:
thats all for today...
night guys

huuii(:

2009-01-27T05:11:00.000-08:00

y0~~
im back from visiting..
im dead tired y0!.
hais...
have quite a great time today...
woke at at 10 plus..
went out with godsis to watch wedding game.
so rocks sia..
not really that nice compared to twilight.
buut...
its fun lahhs.
i laugh quite a no of times but my godsis was lik wat are you laughing about??
diao...
shop shop shop../
hahahaha...
went to my godsis hoouse for dinner..
ate steamboat..
and lots of chinese new year stufff.
darn....i love pineapple tarts.
and the steamboat rules sia..
hahhaha..
i played with my nephew and niece and they were so darn it cute?>
managed to carry my nephews...!
WOO~~~
i rules sia..
went home at 8 plus..
and now im resting at home..
on my bed finally..
tomorow celebration for chinese new year...
should have quite a busy day...
should be running around...
not even sure going back to mbs tomorow..
well will update tomorow..
im tired today..
night guys (:

huii(:

2009-01-26T06:19:00.000-08:00

supp...back le..
finally reach home today..
get a bath and finally resting now..
today quite a long day for mi..
was like sleeping till 10 plus..
+ im not the latest to wake up..
my bro woke up at 12 plus..
wathe?
no its not right to get up so late...butt!!!
we're tired okayy?
anw...went to grandma house first..
slack there till er...3 for 4 plus?
then went home le..
then wait till my gugu come my house..
hohoho..
then after that...went father's office..
then to kovan!!
have dinner at yoshinoya..
hahaha..
today nothing much sia...
just im darn tired...andd!! i didnt get enough hang bao yet..
ohh and...
my legs darn pain..
wear heels then knock my foot at the chair..
and darn theres a scar..
and its so damm pain wear heels..
curse!!
thats all for today..
nothing much..
continue tomo0row...
night guys(:

huii(:

2009-01-25T04:59:00.000-08:00

back from reunion dinner...
as expected...
it dosent end well at all..
every single year, without fail...
its always end in a foul mood.
i mean does it always had to be like that?
since i was young...lik 7 plus...
everytime before i reach my grandma house..
my mum will always says this..
" speak whats necessary..."
its like.....this sentence has been repeated continuously every year..
or everytime i go there...
whyy??
whhy it had to be like this every year?
i mean im like so jealous of those that were so close with their cousins..
whenever when my friends were talking about how they had fun with their cousins..
i will be thinking....
whhy cant i be like them?
whyy am i born in a family that almost breaks?
or does it really counts as a family?
tomorrow would be a new year...
going back to where i just came back..
would it be like today?
seriously..
im darn jealous of them...
why cant i be like them?
they would be hanging in their grandma house...
playy games...
poker?
mahjong?
all that...
butt....whhy am i home so early...
isnt this the day when we hang at our grandma house till midnight?
and count down together?
i just dun understand whyy am i not close to my grandma
but instead im so close to my godma?
ever since young....
i would be with my godma..
my godsis told mi that when im young i would always be at their house and stayed there for 2 or 3 weeks and dosent want to go bakk..
whhy dosent itbe the same for my grandma family.
i tried....i tried my best to be with them
to let them love mi more.
butt it just dosent succeed...
today....my mum had a black face...which she carried it one hour before we were going for our reunion dinner..
after reunion dinner...its still there..
always....
i got scolded for nothing....whenever she got this face..
always....
we'rre not happy whenever theres this face.
i remembered once so clearly...
im so upset about all those words she said..
when i was out on christmas to my godma house
and my father called to say they were goin out for dinner..
and i wan to join...we're a family arent we?
when i got into my father's car we were chatting so happily..
but when we went to fetch my mum...
i had a fight with my bro...
he said " why must you come?"
then my mum said...
"whenever theres you there would be fights..."
i heard this...coming out of my own mum...
am i really that badd?
would you rather not hav mi with you guys?
are you guys better off without mi?
i guess so...
i never nos...

today....
i should learn to be on my own...
without you...
with mi.
maybe i will no that...
i could still rely on myself
although i no it will be tough?
butt at least i tried...

huii.

2009-01-24T21:40:00.000-08:00

today's...
chinese new year eve..
well..
been staying at home i bet for whole morning plus afternoon
totally has nothing to do..
im bored!!!
anyone would save mi from this??
sians...
going grandma house for dinner tonight..
not really looking forward to it..
i mean is not that im not interested in going..
its just that im not totally close with them?
i dun even really no my cousins?
they seem strangers to mi if i see them in streets
totally have no idea why our realationship with my father's family are lik so badd?
for god sake?
and because i dun really no them
its just lik when i get there
i will have seriously nothing to do
accept sticking to my mum?
or bro?
dun really treat it lik my second home?
haiis...
just hope that everything would be fine tonight..
nothing badd happen..
everyone would be happy(:
*fingers crossed*
hope that i could get pictures tonight...
continue when i get back...

huii(:

2009-01-24T00:58:00.001-08:00

im back!!!
anyone missed mi??
realise didnt post for a year...
almost a year..
started to get lazy...
plus lots of jobs and things needed to be done..
so yupp stop posting..
butt anyway...
im back and hopefully i will not be like last year.
well kinda busy with stuff
council stuff??
homeworks??
seriously...in the first time of my life i felt im really busy with something..
council stuff had really occupied my first 3 weeks of school..
since the 2nd day of it...
sec one orientation?? then the audition...the bazaar..
so...im busy y0...
lols...
(although its kinda fun playing with them...)
back to study for sec 2s..
andd i really dun understand science?
lik....what the hell was the teacher talking..?
(for ya information...i didnt understand science since....sec 1??)
i really think i hadd to do something bout it..
on the other hand...
i really lik maths...
felt lik its fun?? hahahas.

yesterday，
went back to mbs asfter school...and unfortunately...its closed?
cause of late dismissal?
well...still went back with jia jeremy and xavier...
met jia at bedok..
and she got this darn cute hairstyle?
hahaha...
met jeremy and xavier at bbt shopp...
and as i had imagined...
duhh...laugh bout my hairstyle?
i no its funny luhhs...
laugh all you wan...
anyway..
i just realise that jeremy really grow a little..
as in not height...
(hes still at short when last time i saw him)
i mean lik more matured?
hahaha..
he hadd this attitude sia...
makes mi wanna slap him..
xavier havent change abit..
still as funny and cute..
as shijia mentioned..
he LOST WEIGHT!
hahahahas...
welll i really missed them lots...
till the next time i see you guys(:

hui(:

2008-01-19T05:08:00.000-08:00

YOOO!!!!hahahaha

bak again in bloggin..

didnt blog 4 2 days le worx.

muahahaha!!

so damm busy cn!!

then gt the cca bazzaarr..

wooo

nice lehx...

have the urge to join volley bal lehx...

hey cn any1 giv mi advice!!!!!

SHLD I JOIN CO OR VOLLEYBAL???

LOL

dun care..

actually kinda hav an answer liaox./.

wanna TRY join volleybal lehx....

bt every1 keep saying tat..

u hav the backgroundmahx...

wat 4 join volleyball...

wasted lehx..

zzz.....

duno larx...

see 25 jan the trail in volley bal mahx...

if in then in le lorx...

then wil hav to say bye byeto co le...!!!

ahahahahahahahaha!!!

\badd kidd

woooo!!!

ohh n 2day went bakky to mbs!!

ahahah!

4 co of course...

hahax...

kana betray co le stil go bak....

lol....

andd emm

kinda hav fun to day lorx....

gt basketball play...

still gt volleybal lorx.

fun!!!

lol i was lik practising 4 the volleybal thingy...

the trail lorx/...

then i ask tan qiiu n all play with mii

lol bad...

hahax....nvm..

sianz de...

thought the small ones wothout senior will die..

bt they seems okay.

and quite nice

lol..

took quite alot of photos =DD

hahax..

nw..

444
photo time !!!

wooo~~~!!!!

photo rocks!

photo rocks!!!

co rocks!!!

co rocks!!

volleybal rocks!!

volleybal rocks!!!

wooo~~~!!!!

ahahahahah

photo time.......

hahahaha!!tis is my erhu juniors!!! cute bahx!!! all smal smal de =DD
tis is conducter mr steven goh!!!...ps worx...tak until side way de..hahax
tis is drumer ryan tan!! my di!!! shuai rite...serious de lehx he..
my erhu junior again tis time they r nt lookin all so serious =DD
tis is sheng!! heard of mahx???u mus hav lots to stamina to blow it...haiz...
conducter again! tis time correct le...straight le...hahax.shuai bahx my conducter hahax

tis is tan bo yue. tan qiuu de group worx...all short short cute cute de hahax

my group again took 3 pics of them worx.!! hahax =DD

tis is ryan's drum took it when hes hitting it...see the stick??

scatter bahx!!!! AFTER prac all scatter wan go hme...hahax...tired....

ryan n senior kiwi!!! hahax...playin bball.
another pic of them=DD
mi n tan qiuu craz de...hahax...hair messy til siao.

mi n ryan ...hahax shuai mahx??lol tat hand >> is tan qiuu de
again=DD mi n tan qiuu hahax shes lookin down....
last phot mi n xiao pang!!! cute mahx??

damm cute de i noo...nt mi larx lol is xiao pang hahax

tats all

buaiis

hui.

2008-01-16T02:44:00.000-08:00

hahaha bak again!

lol.

gt things to rite le..

yesterday went bak mbs le..

kinda fun larx...

oh thx jia 4 the jelly..

nice worx....

next time my turn to mak hahx.

took photos oso le...

hahax.

saw quite a no of k class ppls

lol...

they look so same???

hahax...

ohh...nn...
jeremy.........

lol....

hahax....

dun say later he scold mi..

hahax.

nvm... dun tok bout him le..

took photos with mdm low =DDD

hahax..

2day..

went..

DRAGON BOATING!

SOOO FUNN!!!

l0l nt lik p5 camp de...

tis time is whole body wet...

frm head to toe..

hahax....

look kinda craz...

was lik shoutin

1 !

....

blah blah blah

until 10

then repeat agaain.

hahax.

then gt compeition after prac...

my boat won!!!!

woo!!!

lol...

then tat coach was asking us to lean bak to bak

then put our feets in water!

hahax so fun!

then he scoop water n our it on us,..

at first was kinda unwillin to get drench...

bt after alll we ARE drench le
so wats the thing to borther??

so jus get wet!

MUHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH

nice getting wet

n wear the wet clothes go hme....

haiz..

maybe 2moro fever le lo...

sianz!!!!

hahax...

ohh

took photo of mi n my fren 2day oso

soo...

photos up next.

enjoy!!!

TUESDAY!

hahahah tis 1 mi took with jia when she smsing hehe tis 1 wen jia's lookin...bt cover half of her face hahax.hahax took with mdm low =DD

took with my didi scott hahax smile =DD handsome le worx...hahax =DDmy didi nnn mdm low =DDD smile guys =))))

(4 sme pics...dun dare shw...later gt scolded hahax)

TODAY!!!

my frenn n mi =DD her name yunfei btt we call her HONEY! =DDchio bahx??she bigger than mi worx. she 16 =DD cme frm china de...plus her voice rocks!! nice voice =Dhahahahaha!!!! comin bak frm dragon boat. =DD whole shirt wet! then sit on the chair...then when stand up theres lots nn lots of water on the chair muaahahahha damm sry 44 the uncle hahax...later he complain "pasir ris sec ppl nva spare a thought 4 bus drivers.the shirt so wet! until my chair is wet! nva spare a thought reali...then i mus clean n clean the chair until it is dry!"

lol intresting bahx hahax. +.+

2008-01-11T20:29:00.000-08:00

hahahaha!!!
after so many days finaly gt sth to rite about le..
yesterday jus went bak to mbs
then saw lots of frens nnn teachers!!!
ahahahaha!!!
mbs haven changed a bit!!!
when first step into the canteen saw mdm low n i started tokin to her
then when i wan to put my bag...
i saw mdm yeoh!!
n the first rection she gave mi is
"shihui! wat happen to yr hair!! so messy!!!""
lol tats the first reaction anyway,....
then saw...
jo,jia,qiu,lene,losi,cheryl,....n lots mre larx...
was lik so damm fun!
we were lik all crazy runnin bout the sch
then went to see mrs song!
shes stil so cute aas be4
lol...
then went to 6humility class rm...
its the same!!
accept theres 1 new com!!!
nn the door there say
6generosity...
lols...nvm...
then do lots...of tokin then funny jokes...
hav to admit
jo! yr cold jokes nt bad mahx!
lol
then wait 4 shi lao shi until 5
tok to her bouts lots of thingys,...
hahax
mi n selene even told her tat alan n nz....is gay...
n she was lik laughin
ohh n lots of teachers thought tat
tee hui uni was his hme clothes!
hahax...
nn went bbt shop tok n tok n tok...
lol...
then go hme at 6 30 ..
hahax took sme photos oso...
jus hope they wun scold mi cause
I PUBLISHED ON BLOGGIE!
lol...
smiles =DDD

heres richard...he still didnt changed abit.! stil so small n cute! heres pretty cheryl!as pretty as be4 =DDD

tis teehui...stil de same bt mi...had gone craz....see my hair

hahahaa! the tee hui!was surprised he let us tak his photos!=DD

hen shuai bahx! =DDD

anyway was lik hopeing...tak sme pics with jo jia qiu lene n losi...sianz....next time bahx chinese new year!

[+]shihui[+]

muahahahhahahahas!!!

2007-12-24T02:26:00.000-08:00

jus came bak frm godma hse...
went there go mak pudding + jelly..
lol..in the end,....the jelly is nice
bt...
the pudding......
eeeeeeeeeeeeee
disgusting...
too sweet le...
no 1 dare to eat in...
in the end
mus bring bak 4 mummy to eat...
thenn....
went to new sch in the morning
went there buy uni....
zzz...
my sch de uni...
ehh...
all green de lehx....zzz
haiz....
even tie oso green...
sianz....

ohh nn 2moro christmas le worx...
nice...
duno if i hav christmas gift mahx TT
papa lik didnt giv mi christmas gift 4 last year lehx...
hope tis year gt guitar as gft...
bt very hard larx...
sianz!!!!!!!!!!
nw staying at hme duno do wat ...
zzz

[+]shihui[+]

2007-12-21T00:45:00.000-08:00

muahahahahahahhaha
went to the "new" sch tis morning...
sianz...45 mins bus ride...
damm cold cnn...
hahax...new sch is big....bt damm easy lost lo...
then tat principle tok crap de......say wat pride or watever de...
then went to classrm....
quite big lehx...
lols....
hanna same class as mi worx if she nva transfer to haixing...
ohh nn kenneth tan oso i think... lols
he was lik....kinda act cool in class??
lols...
ohh...nnn..yesterday went out with ahh jo,jia,lene....n blah blah blah blah...
kinda fun lols....
ohh nn ty cwl 44 the meal... lols..
watched national treasure....
damm nice cnn...
lol
nn my bro was lik so...sian mu...
lol cause national treasure jus showed tat day...
lol...
ahahhahahahahaha....
tats all le....
buaiis

[+]shihui[+]

2007-12-18T20:44:00.000-08:00

zz
zz
today gt result.......
sianz de...
get into PASIR RIS SEC!
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
would a mahabodhian go into a sch tat is so far??!!
zzzz
sianz.....
muhahahhaha....
zzzzzzz
BUAIIS!

[+]shihui[+]

-.-

2007-12-17T21:15:00.000-08:00

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
jus chagned a new blogskins
comments pls!
lols...
oh the new song....
damm nice de..
lol..
sang by soda green
nnn
the lead singer is a guy hus voice sounds lik a gurl...
lol..
bt its damm nice lorx.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
nth to do at hme
everyday play com...
someday...
my degree wil increase..
bt reali nth better to do at hme de...
sianz...
tats all
buaiis

[+]shihui[+]

=p=p

2007-12-15T01:24:00.000-08:00

sianz!!!!!
help mi larx some1....
staying at hme sucks...
ahahahahhahah
lols
boliao...
staring at the comm soo sianz lorx...
haiz....
arghs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TT
lol....
aahhahahahahahah
lols...
mad women here...
lols

done!
i posted!!!
lols...
buaiis

[+]shihui[+]

co wonn!!!

2007-12-07T04:32:00.000-08:00

wooo!!!!
harloss!
long time didnt post liaox worx..
n jo was lik sayin
:shihui....yr blog was dead....go update....
lols
see i so guai i listen to her n update
.............-.-
nnnnn
1 mre thingy...
we won GOLD WITH HORNOURS!!!!
muhahahahahhahahaha
so damm happy ....
its lik we only primary vs secondary....
nnnnn
we wonn lehx....!!!!
muhahahahahahhaahhaahhahaahhaahahahha
woo~~~~!!
woo~~~~!!
CO ROCKKS!!!
woo!!!!
stopp......
tats all....

[+]shihui[+]

2007-10-01T23:23:00.000-07:00

HELO~~~
hahax.....long time didnt post liaox hahax...
psle mahx u no horx mus study de lorx...
hahax...
todya post only wan say 1 thin larx...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY!!!
=DDD
hahax...boliao i no...

[+]shihui[+]

2007-09-21T06:44:00.000-07:00

today horx...
tat mrs song crazy again
she gave us 3 sets of sci ws lehx...
killin us arhs
shen jing bing de...
hahax plus go tat mooncake thingy lorx...
quite...borin...
hahax...
strtin the fire with paper lorx...
tth n alan brought whole stack of paper frm staff rm lorx...
then burn burn burn
burn until the floor all black
then burnin saw cctv lorx...
scary sia...
n we were lik runnin lik mad cow in the volleybal court...
hahax..
later guard saw cctv saw us then laugh til siao hahax..
or maybe they saw us makin fire then mon mrs han wil say
"those hu play fire on fri own yrself up!if u do nt do so ,i wil find u!"
hahax....
everytime someone do wrong wil say tis de...
hahax...boliao le wo..
stop goin on le...
bb
[+]shihui[+]

2007-09-20T02:10:00.000-07:00

today dam sianz...
so many hw lorx...
crazy mrs song...
everytime giv so many wksht...
then today mdm yeoh dam angry de...
anyway i duno wat happen durin recess larx
jus came bak then she scold the boiis le...
hahax funny...
every1 jus keep quiet...
then sci n chi lesson so gd!!!
change seat lorx...
duno y shi lao shi wun scold de
even if we change seat infront of her...
so gd de!!
hahax...
very boliao....
today happen damm many things lorx...
so complicated de....
finaly say
i didnt no shes tat kind of person sia...
cnt expect it...
ok done!
~THE END~
written by:
[+]shihui[+]

2007-09-18T23:46:00.000-07:00

hahax....today...half ok half died...
lol...boliaox..
hardly tok the whole day lorx....
mouth duno hw le...
zippp le...
hahax....
tody gt bak maths paper le...
finaly pass 60 hahax!!
curse break le....
finaly...
wait 4 duno hw long 4 this day...
hahax...
crazy le today....
=DD
[=]shihui[+]

i m reali sry...

2007-09-18T01:24:00.000-07:00

today its jus nt my day....
first maths test lost 4 marks because my careless...
then wanna womid the whole day...
then,
it jus gt worse after sch
went to bbt shop
wanted help jia tak thins,
then accidantally knock over the bowl of cup noodles...
then,
to mak it worse
the hot water pour onto tiff's leg...
n she cried...
the skin of her leg jus come out...
terrible sight...
its al my fault tat tiff gt hurt...
i shoudnt be so nosy...
its al my fault...
i reali wish the 1 hu has been scalded is mi...
i m the 1 hu made the cup noodles drop...
i shld be the 1 hu is punish nt her...
everythins my fault...
jus wan say sth...

tiff i m reali sry....
dui bu qi....

....................

2007-09-17T02:44:00.000-07:00

today dam sianz de...
kanna scoldin lorx..
tat mdm yeoh horx
any hw scold ppl de..
today olivia ask mi wan a pencil
then i say i duwan
then ask her hus isit?
then she say duno
then i say u giv ryan lorx
he surely wan de..
then reali giv horx
then lecia suddenly asked bak tat "pencil"
then i say giv ryan le.
then she lik infront of mdm yeoh
so dam angry then bangin table
then went to ryan there
hit ryan's table
then tak bak her pencil
then mdm yeoh asked wat isit
then lecia say ryan take her pencil
then ryan say i giv de
then i say olivia giv de...
so in the end i kanna scoldin lorx
say next time wan pass thins mus first giv
her....
pls larx...
oso nt my fault scold 4 wat...
is olivia say no 1 then i giv ryan de lorx...
oso duno its lecia's
=.=''
bad de lorx...
everytim scold mi de...
pls larx mdm yeoh gt it rite lorx
if i no its lecia's
i WILL giv her bak de lorx...
anyhw scold ppl...
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=.=''

[+]shihui[+]

lyrics.first love

2007-09-16T01:21:00.000-07:00

Saigo no kisu wa
Tabako no flavor ga shita
Nigakute setsunai kaori

Ashita no imagoro ni wa
Anata wa doko ni iru n' darou
Dare wo omotte 'ru n' darou

You are always gonna be my love
Itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

Tachidomaru jikan ga
Ugoki-dasou to shite 'ru
Wasuretaku nai koto bakari

Ashita no imagoro ni wa
Watashi wa kitto naite 'ru
Anata wo omotte 'ru n' darou

You will always be inside my heart
Itsu mo anata dake no basho ga aru kara
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

You are always gonna be my love
Itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

psps =p

2007-09-16T00:59:00.000-07:00

hahax.bak to postin le...
dam tired of postin these MONTHS
hahax
nva post 4 so many months le..
missed postin
hahax
..................................
the listenin so easy lorx
(although no confidence of gettin
ful marks)
hahax.
bt reali quite easy larx
...................................
2day so borin...
stayin at hme
to do al the hw
4 the 3 days
tat mrs siao de..
so many sci hw...
dyin of tiredness le...
hahax...
...................................
bak to doin hw
bb
=p
[+]shihui[+]